
At the service of a lifetime
I noticed your burnt ‘Norbit’
and your Special K.
I said, “Get that out of here, Paul,”
but you said,
“Paulo.” ??
“Well, It’s Paulo now.”

At the service of a lifetime
I noticed your burnt ‘Norbit’
and your Special K.
I said, “Get that out of here, Paul,”
but you said,
“Paulo.” ??
“Well, It’s Paulo now.”
i’ve never been ‘commissioned’ to make something before this, but I still really like it. i hope i write something soon. this picture shit has run its course.
I haven’t been able to write recently. It’s never been hard before, and I think it won’t be hard soon. This is a ‘consolation’ piece. Hopefully only one of a few.
Winter snuck up on you
and your ass
because an amalgam of funny-sounding,
boyish names
ran its course and said,
“STOP HERE FOR WE HAVE REACHED GILBERT’S HOLE.”
A discovery was made in Eastern Los Angeles,
babe,
and you threw your head back,
side to side,
threw d
and asked me for advice:
What to do in response
to the discovery’s
being made
public; the publicity
that surrounded Gilbert’s Hole.
A lack of dense,
persuasive imagery is here
inconsequential, though I could
treat you
to a darkened back-row
smelling of ‘lord knows what’
or the run up a narrow set of grass lawns
in the SFV
that got us back just in time
for no one
to show.
Come and smell the heliotrope…
I can’t do ‘this shit’
anymore.
I think you did cartwheels,
backflips and blowies,
and I know about Gilbert’s Hole;
everyone knows
about that
stuff.
perceptive stutter.
retroactive feelings of
hope deliquesce.
I, solvent, probably
am more demanding
than my romantic aspirations,
but I have an unresponsive understanding that
denial prefaces everything.
questionable.
charismatically aloof moments have
a similar makeup to attachment but without
the grounded stupidity or trust
or gravity, as far as I know.
whatever this realization of
some unimportant stressor
is, if that much is true, is
as dumb as anything
I’ve seen
so far.